This is a blog I started mostly to hash out ideas and thoughts that I am struggling with, discussing with others, or hold dear. Feel free to read, browse, or bypass, but please recognize that I may disagree with myself, contradict myself, or entirely change my viewpoint on any or all of the concepts embodied in whichever posts you may or may not have read in the past...

Sunday, November 22, 2015

If

If Jesus is the example. If He refused to fight for Palestine. If He refused to protect Himself and others with violence. If His final two lessons were "we don't fight wrong religion with violence, but with right religion", and, "This is how you forgive those who kill you for your refusal to fight." If His followers took this to heart and suffered the fate of wanderers in the role of the persecuted. If Jesus is our example.

And.

If we fight for a Kingdom in this world. If we insist on violence for the sake of the state and in the name of religion. If we declare the religion of others worthy of violence. If we refuse forgiveness and offer never-ending violence or complete subjugation to our will instead. If we insist on an earthly nation, and treasure, and security, and freedom from discomfort - much less persecution - in this world.

Then

We are not followers of Christ, but the antithesis of Christ. We deny His coming in the flesh in our refusal to follow His example. We demonstrate our true lack of belief in him by our refusal to lean upon the method and spirit that he left among us. We are Antichrist, and the spirit of Antichrist is now among us.

Friday, May 24, 2013

When fear is the norm and hate comes to town.

Yesterday, ACT! brought William French (Bill Warner) to town to speak on "political Islam." I went to hear, take notes, record audio, and maybe speak out. For those who don't know, French - former physics professor - has taken on the nom de plume Bill Warner - the anti-formal-scholarship scourge of everyone who dares have a non-biased view of Islam. He now travels around as a self-declared expert on so-called political Islam and its relationship with non-Muslims - as mediated by every crack-pot theory and cherry-picked historical element proudly used by those afraid that their own version of world conquering religion is in danger of losing out to any other opposing force. (If it sounds like I am put off by him, I have to admit that anyone who sells his own explanatory copy of the Koran and can't actually speak Arabic is at the bottom of my list of "scholars" I am likely to consult about Islam.)

The blog post that follows is an attempt to describe the meeting, outline my feelings during and after, and critique the message taught by Dr. French.

When I got to the building, all of the doors were locked. I was able to get in with another gentleman when a member unlocked the door for us. It appears that there may have been one entrance that was available from the other side of the building, but I didn't try to get to it after I was in to see if it was unlocked. I sat down and began take notes and record excerpts from the speech. It became immediately obvious that I was in the presence of the worst sort of liar... one who uses bits of truth to create lies. His analysis of the conquest of Islam (itself potentially suspect in light of the religious sources and archeological evidence), could have been applied to pretty much any conquest ever, including the conquest of Caanan by the Jews (who he claimed "never controlled territory") or the destruction of native religions in the US and Africa by Christian missionaries and armies. However, his facts consisted of cherry-picked history that - as is often the case with these types - emphasized atrocities committed in war, reported by the conquered, and used as case studies to laminate a twisted understanding of the beliefs of a third of the world's people onto a population that would for the most part reject every one of those stories as exemplary of what their own behavior should be.

To be clear, I am not an apologist for the various violent atrocities perpetuated by Muslims in the past or present. I am not an apologist for any war or state/power sanctioned violence ever, particularly ones in which religion serves as the primary motivating force. For me, that goes for the Jews of the OT, the Puritans in our own country, or any other group that demonstrates their moral superiority by killing those who aren't like them. The clear problem here was in the deliberate use of tactics that Christians routinely and vehemently reject when applied to themselves. None of us would allow a Muslim or a Jew or a Hindu or - God forbid - an atheist to set up what they think we believe based upon their reading of our texts, and then tear down their own fictional creation. This happened in spades last night. French consistently laid down a line of supposed facts based on his "research," and applied them without nuance as motivated by specific set of guidelines that he created based upon English interpretations of biased sources to every Muslim in existence. Apparently he is unfamiliar with the concept of a Straw Man, but he beat one in a big way last night.

In addition, every ill ever carried out by Christians was forgiven in light of the fact that IT WASN'T THEIR FAULT - it was the fault of those dang Muslims. I know you probably think I am exaggerating, but I am being absolutely truthful. For French, the instating of state powers in Christendom was supposedly to defend against Muslims (forgetting that Islam took much of its Territory from Byzantine Christians, already in power and at war with the Persians). The Crusades were defensive wars, in his view (conveniently ignoring the overarching need of the Church to rid themselves of the increasingly anti-clergy flagellates, and the church sanctioned killing of other Christians). In fact, Christians didn't even create Just War doctrines, that was the Muslims (because, apparently, Cicero and Augustine of Hippo didn't even exist inside his mythical world). And... you get the point.

I am no expert in Medieval and Pre-Medieval history, nor can I argue knowledge of a superior nature in relation to Muslim conquests of 12-1400 years ago, but I can say a few things with certainty. First, I actually have a degree in comparative religions. Part of that degree involved critical analysis of both historic and modern Islam under the tutelage of the humble and highly educated - and actual expert on Islamic jurisprudence - Dr. Ayman Shabana. This is in comparison to French's self-guided study, supposed tutelage many years ago under a "sufi master," degree in physics, and rejection of formal study of religion in a university environment.

I bring this up to state my second point: whatever the status of his historical fact gathering on medieval and modern Islam, his knowledge of facts on Christianity and its interactions with Muslims are flat out pathetic - this assuming he is not simply outright lying. Based on what I know historically, his statements on such things as Christian vs. Muslim treatment of Jews, the historical causes and reasons for wars in and around the Mediterranean, and how Muslim and Christian interactions have played out through the years is highly biased. So, for example, when Mongol and Muslim Timur the Lame (Tamerlane) conquered Persia, he did indeed make piles of heads of those that revolted, and he did kill many Christians and Buddhists. What is ignored, of course, is that he was attempting to re-establish the rule of the Khans (as in Genghis), that he used tactics practiced by invading hordes the world over, that most of his victims were actually Muslims, and that he made many European Christians, including the leaders of France and Spain, positively gleeful - as they saw him as saving Christians from the Turks. French presents him instead as a killer of non-Muslims who inspires acts of terror amongst such as the Boston bomber - himself named Tamerlane, and outright states that the naming of your child after him was equivalent to naming your child Stalin. The truth of the matter is some groups see him a conquering hero, and many from that region carry that name - much the way that many today carry the name David - a man too bloody from cutting off the tips of Philippine penises to be allowed by God to build the Jewish temple... or, for that matter William, as the name was popularized after the Norman conquest of Britain, characterized by a scorched earth policy, rape, plunder, and massacres of rebels. This sort of rhetorical rubbish and fallacious logic was evident throughout the talk, and leads me to my third point...

I know unmitigated horse hokey when I hear it. Robert Giffen in 1892 told us that there were three types of liars - liars, outrageous liars, and scientific experts - and that they made use of lies, outrageous lies, and statistics. In this case, French is a self-proclaimed scientific expert who attacks Islamic holy texts with a statistical method which, if applied to the OT, would most likely suggest that Christians were bloodthirsty hooligans intent on killing everyone not like them. (I say most likely because I am not a statistician, but I understand enough to know that, applied selectively, statistics gives selective answers). In addition, he makes use of charts and documents that are so manipulated as to be unacceptable to governmental agencies not in thrall to Anti-Muslim forces, which, of course, means to French that Muslims are keeping his "scholarship" from being taught. You see, when I hear a speaker claim that the word Jihad can't be used by the FBI, agree with the audience that the rapes in India are by Muslims and that the Federal government won't let us say "Christmas" anymore, claim that the first mass murder of Jews was by Muslims, and state that Universities don't teach critical thinking and that no religion department in the US takes a critical look at historical Islam or modern Islam, but only brags on the "Golden Age," well, I have to call BS.

In the end, I didn't say anything. There were no reporters, there were no protestors there (at least one left because of the locked doors), and the crown was in a bashing Islam for Jesus mood by the Q&A. I wasn't afraid to stand up, but I did understand that with no audience and no hope for a fair hearing, I would have essentially been narcissistic of me to stand up and try to take French down in front of an audience which is wholly on his side. Most of all, I was sad. I was looking at a room full to overflowing of aging baby boomers - white, well-off, self-assured, and entitled - who were terrified of losing power. They were afraid of losing their daughters to Muslim men, worried about loss of political power, scared that their religion would not win in the arena of ideas. They attitude was similar to that of children when they feel passed by in favor of a sibling, and they are pitching a fit that everyone can't see that they aren't loved enough, listened to enough, believed enough (even when they are wrong), and that the boogeyman is really real.

As far as I am concerned, there was absolutely no faith in Christ and his teachings on display last night. "Christian" and "Muslim" didn't really mean anything other than "Us" and "Them". There was no mention of praying for those we disagree with, no admonition to turn the other cheek, love those who despitefully use us, or submit to adversity as the will of God. Instead, there was simply anger, and fear, and distress, and animosity. If you wanted to see the antithesis of the fruit of the spirit, you had to look no further than Grassy Valley Baptist Church last night.

I will post the audio, if I can figure it out, though it is mostly out-of-context excerpts of the speech. It does give one room for thought, though!





Cross Examined: An Unconventional Spiritual Journey - a review

Bob Seindensticker's Cross Examined is an interesting read. It is a compelling and simple work of historical fiction, loosely based on the events of the 1906 earthquake and rumors of prophecies of the event (A reporter in Los Angeles printed a prophecy of destruction given at the Azusa Street revival on the day of the earthquake with Frank Bartleman releasing a tract trumpeting the earthquake as the judgement of God soon after, and Adventist prophetess Ellen G. White retroactively claimed a vision of the same). Mr. Seidensticker's first foray into novel writing uses the lives of a few affected by and taking advantage of this momentous event as a vehicle for a very competent discussion of both the personal journey of reflection upon divine power and theodicy always created by such events, as well as a thorough examination of many common tropes invoked by Christian apologists and their answers from an atheistic or agnostic sources.

In many ways, this book fills a niche that has needed to be filled for some time. While at places almost trite in its trotting out of arguments used by both sides of the Christian/Atheist debate, it manages to build a comprehend-able and coherent story line of spiritual quest, despair, and discovery that will feel eerily familiar to many children of evangelical boomers who have found themselves disillusioned with Christianity-as-they-know-it and dissatisfied with the answers provided by their confident and self-righteous leaders and elders. Cross Examined uses a comfortingly familiar fiction - similar in style to many works by writers of Christian drama and romance - to seriously question the assumptions and/or pat answers that many of us heard across pulpits or at conferences in our formative years. In doing so, it provides an understandable, concise, and shareable answer to the question of "how did you stray so far so quickly," a question that, I can state from experience, is a hard one to answer.

This is, perhaps, the book's greatest strength. At times, the only way to explain the journey so many of us have taken seems to be to take someone down a path already traveled by oneself - a patent impossibility. This book covers a lot of territory in that journey, couched in historical fiction, and allows the opportunity to either offer the book itself as an answer, or perhaps more importantly to open discussion on one's own journey. In that regard, the book can also be used as a simple way to bring ideas related to apologetics and debate into churches or study groups that are willing and open to having their views challenged in a productive way.

The book promised a "surprise ending," which I will not give away. Suffice it to say that the ending at first felt a bit like a let-down, and quickly became the high point of the book for me, in that it provided the most room for thought and the greatest opportunity to map the ideas of the book onto the life and angst of emerging Christians in our time. Don't skip to the end, though... it doesn't make sense without the rest of the book, and at any rate you would miss out on a entertaining and thought-provoking read.

(Full disclosure: I received this book for free in order to review it. I was not required in any way to give it a positive review. If I did, it was because I genuinely enjoyed it :)

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Rants to Revelations by Ogun R. Holder: a review

Recently, I was asked to review Ogun R. Holder's new book Rants to Revelations: Unabashedly Honest Reflections on Life, Spirituality and the Meaning of God. I proceed to do so.

I had some difficulty in reading Holder's "Rants to Revelations," as I found the scholarly side of my personality in constant conflict with the religious/emotive side of my consciousness. The book is indeed what its subtitle proclaims it to be, in that it is genuine and honest, and it does deal with reflections on Life, Spirituality, and the Meaning of God. In that aspect, the book was thoroughly enjoyable. The trials and tribulations of escaping a type of Christianity which was moribund in a theology and praxis that didn't line up with the author's experience and reality - or the texts of the religion - is one which many of us babies of boomers can relate to. The anecdotes and life stories are amusing and instructive, and the freshness of a personal testimony of the author's journey to religious freedom, as well as a strong spiritual consciousness that he can relate to, is quite useful to others on the same journey. On the other hand, I found myself often problematizing the book, and some elements were grating from a literary perspective.

That being said, I am of two minds in wholeheartedly recommending this book as a testimonial read for those on the same path. There are several reasons for this. (Cons to begin, then pros, OK?) The first is the incredible disjointedness of this work. For example, I found the fact that the author continually referenced his faith fellowship (Unity, founded by New Thought mystic and spiritualist Charles Fillmore in 1889) and the joys he found in its theology and practices to be difficult to relate to when he didn't actually begin to flesh those out until chapter 12. This, however, is somewhat mitigated when one reads this as the series of enhanced blog posts that it is - likely aimed at an audience familiar with either Unity or the general hybridization of New Thought and "mainstream" Christian thought (whatever that is). In addition, there was a persistent use of trite tropes, which were unfortunately dished out as pearls of wisdom newly discovered (for example an analysis of the horrifying thoughts generated by standard children's prayers or the comparison between Jesus and Santa Claus - though quite funny, I will admit). THIS, however, is mitigated by the fact that, for the author, they apparently are new. I finally realized that this was so when he claimed to create the word "catharting," a word that has been in use by psychotherapists since the late 1800's, and began to be popularized by Hans Toch in the 1960's. For someone raised only peripherally in our cultural milieu, many popular sayings, advice and cultural comparisons likely appear new and fresh, and rightly so. The third issue I had with the book is in regards to the actual philosophy and theology espoused in the book, which often leans towards a blend between New Thought and Prosperity Gospel. This problem, however, does not detract from the quality of the work, but simply caused me to engage the ideas taken for granted in the work in a critical light - always a useful thing. After all, if a book doesn't make me exercise my brain, it isn't of much literary use to me! Finally, on some things the author is, to me, outright wrong. A good example is his insistence that no child is born "with an inborn penchant for discrimination against another" (pg. 61) - a statement belied by the experiences of anyone who has seen a small child in conflict with someone else who is competing with them for resources!

From here, due to my devotion to the sandwich method of writing reviews, we move to the things I really LIKED about the work. For myself, the most useful facet of the book was the reaffirmation that we are all "strangers in this world" searching for a home, and might even be called to be so. The book really shines when is describes the journey of self-actualization that the author went through.For example, I found myself heartily amen-ing his realization that there is no way to separate the spiritual and the personal (pg. 21), In addition, the illustrations by David Hayward are a joy, and are well chosen to compliment each chapter.

Most importantly, when reading the book, I found myself forced to critically analyze some of the passages, and periodically the book would reveal a turn of thought that was simply delightful. For example, Holder finds a useful way to deal with the concept of an evolving consciousness in a non-dualistic world by conceiving of a "peak optimization of our expression" of the Divine (pg. 27). And for those who are unfamiliar with the "principles" of Unity, chapter 12 offers an excellent chance to engage and critique and analyze these principles, which - agree or not - certainly are worth considering. (For the record, I did not buy all of them, but that didn't detract from their value to me. I took a lot of notes in the margins.) Likewise, for me, Holder's understanding of relationship as an opportunity to "discover the best of ourselves" due to the fact that the other illuminates our own idiosyncrasies is useful, in that he begins to relate to relationship as a spiritual practice which can help us in our "journey to wholeness" (pg. 123). And his statement that the necessity of questioning our beliefs as part and parcel of being aware is good advice for any individual on their life journey. "Questioning a belief does not make it wrong, but it does ask if that belief still serves" (pg. 144) - indeed!

Perhaps the most important contribution of this book lies in the last chapter. In his discussion of the possible future permutations of "God" in human consciousness, Holder delves deeply into geek-dom, with a discussion of the proposed coming (technological) singularity, the ramifications of self-aware non-human consciousness, and a short overview of prevailing thought in this field. For some, this is new and unfamiliar territory, and the author offers a simple and revealing look at its ins and outs.

In the end, I would recommend this book as light reading for those on a similar spiritual journey, or perhaps looking to begin one. When read as a series of essays on the subject of life development, it is an engaging and at times enlightening read which, if nothing else, may cause you yourself to question your beliefs, or at least heartily reaffirm them. And for those not familiar with the New Thought movement, I suggest you read chapter 12 first, then reread it in the context of the book.

(Full disclosure: I received this book for free in order to review it. I was not required in any way to give it a positive review. If I did, it was because I genuinely enjoyed it :)

Spiritual collapse in America

“A nation that continues year after year to spend more money on military defense than on programs of social uplift is approaching spiritual death.” Dr. Martin Luther King

If you want to know the real cause of spiritual death America, here it is. It's not because there are too many abortions. It's not because "they" are trying to take away your guns. It's not because there are too many teen pregnancies, or because of the collapse of the family. It's not because the rest of the world doesn't follow your narrow interpretation of various Pauline scriptures, nor is it because the country is full of people who refuse to support a Republican for President.

The problem is deeper than that. the problem lies in a society full of so called Christians who have quit following Christ. Individuals who will agonize for decades over one or two scriptures written by Paul to specific churches over specific circumstances, but completely ignore the entire body of what Christ said. It lies in the system that glorifies mammon in every form imaginable, yet refuses to heed the overwhelming power of Christ's statements against violence and revenge. It lies in a "Christian" mentality that refuses to heed the call to help the poor and needy, in favor of narrowing the definition of "neighbor" to mean simply those that are like us and of whom we approve. And it lies in the system of thought that continuously blames the victims of our beliefs and practices as being the cause of the downfall of those same beliefs and practices.

You see, there would not be so many abortions if the politicians who claim to hate them supported women's rights to easily available birth control, supported a rational, fact based, sustainable plan to end poverty, and supported the lives of the same children they claim to defend after they came out of the womb. The need, and I mean the deep internal psychological need, to hold on to a gun at the expense of all else would not exist if we were not so dead set upon the idea of violence, revenge, and "othering" that Christ so despised. And the American family would not be collapsing if we had not allowed our entire social structure to be destroyed in favor of money, power, and hatred towards those not like us.

Unfortunately for the so called Christian right in this country, they will continue to lose support as long as they pretend to agonize over unformed blastocysts, while blowing off the deaths of tens of thousands of foreign children as the collateral damage of heathens. They will continue to fail as a political, social, and religious movement as long as they continue to ignore the words of their founder in order to favor the words of those who offer sacrifices of blood to mammon and other principalities and powers of this world. They will become increasingly embattled as they hold tight to violence as the solution to problems to which Christ suggested a solution of love, nonviolence, prayer, and humility. And eventually the world will watch as they turn into the power hungry, nation-state worshipping, money grasping things that they were meant to be the antithesis too, and quietly slip into the darkness of history.

In the end, the spiritual death that is befalling us in this country is the direct result of the seduction and co-option of those who should speak truth to power by the powers themselves. Love has been replaced by hate, compassion and peace by violence, and a principled stand against mammon by the worship of this deity itself. Thankfully, this death is matched by the beginnings of a spiritual revival which has yet to be recognized by mainstream Western Christianity. A strong, Christ centered, community based, oligarchy resisting Religious consciousness is arising in our young and in our downtrodden. Like every revival before it, it will be resisted, and its leaders will be declared heretics. That, fortunately, will be entirely unable to destroy the spirit of what is now and what is to come. In the end, "greater is He that is in us, then He that is in the world."

Friday, November 2, 2012

The Judgement of the Storm (updated)

It didn't take long upon the arrival of Sandy for the usual idiots to start declaring that THIS was finally the judgement that they had been waiting for upon whichever demographic they hate the most. (The self-aggrandizing John McTernan has managed to blame Republicans, Democrats, Gays, and Muslims at the same time.) I would suggest that there is perhaps a little bit of Biblical wisdom that points to the reasons for the level of destruction. For example, Isaiah 5:8,

"Woe to you who add house to house 
and join field to field 
till no space is left 
and you live alone in the land."


There are natural results of heaping all of your people and belongings in places that are vulnerable, and the expected result of a sea-born storm on a heavily populated urban center is exactly the devastation we now see. There is a reason that almost all of human mythology (yes, Christian scripture as well) points to our status not as owners and destroyers, but as caretakers and healers of the land. This isn't the first time a city has seen destruction of this type, and it certainly won't be the last - especially if we insist on heaping up wealth and people and their THINGS in coastal areas while driving up global temperatures and attempting to legislate away the consequences (no, really).

In the mean time, let's remember the actual Biblically correct reason for the destruction of some cities, Sodom and Gomorrah. It wasn't due to homosexuality or politics. It was due to the same things that plague our large, mammon-worshiping cosmopolitan centers today:

"...She and her daughters were arrogant, overfed and unconcerned; they did not help the poor and needy. They were haughty and did detestable things before me. Therefore I did away with them as you have seen." (Ez 16:49b-50)

So maybe it really was judgement after all?

In the meantime, I am with the rest of creation waiting

"...in eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed. For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the freedom and glory of the children of God. (Romans 8:19-21)

Maybe one day those that claim to be the children of God will cease destroying everything God revels in and calls good and cease their breathtaking, breakneck dive into abject mammon worship. Maybe then creation will finally see the children of God come into their own as those who promote freedom instead of wage-slavery, glory instead of class hatred, and stewardship rather than the decay that currently haunts our world and is championed by its money grubbing leaders. Maybe then, finally, those who claim to follow the Christ will remember that he tied all of the other commandments to loving your neighbor, and will actually heed the Psalmist and the author of I Peter both, and begin not just to cease evil and seek peace, but to actively pursue it. Maybe when we do this we can "dwell in the land forever." (Psalm 34:14 & 37:27, I Peter 3:11)

Try this for some thoughts on the Bible as a text-book for agrarian consciousness...

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So, after some thought, I realized that this post seems a little harsh. To clarify:

I am in no way suggesting that Sandy was at all a judgement of any type. I certainly am not implying that the accumulation of wealth in Wall Street cost the homeless their shelters or that the racist bigotry of the city government cost the livelihood of those in immigrant communities - at least not via Sandy. Rather, I am pointing out the consequences of certain lifestyles and cultural choices which appear to be the norm in much of the country.

See, in my view, "judgement" of the OT biblical sort tends to be of the "reap what you sow" variety. This was probably even more true of nations as a whole than for the individual. When the prophets railed against those who forgot justice and the care of the poor, they weren't pointing at individuals but at the system as a whole. System failures and failures of leadership led to "judgements" as readily as did personal failures. Thus, when Israel failed to heed the call to avoid political ensnarement with Egypt, they suffered the consequence of invasion and conquest. When Rehoboam chose to listen to his juvenile advisers and not his elders and overtaxed his people, he lost part of his kingdom. When David's wife, Michal, laughed at his dance before the ark, she failed to have children. The fact often ignored was that, though these were interpreted as divine punishments, they were also natural outcomes. The Jews lost out to Egypt's enemies, Rehoboam had a tax revolt, and Michal probably didn't get visited by David much afterwards for, ahem, relations.

The same thing applies to Sandy and her causes. By avoiding every warning from those who know and care about the earth - from indigenous peoples to religious advocates for earth care to scientists - and instead racing for more things, larger incomes, more power, and individualistic mammon worship, we have managed both to create cities which are a drain on the environment and poised for destruction, as well as the storms and increased sea-levels that destroy them. Maybe, it is time to listen to our "advisors" and "prophets" before we self destruct as a civilization and a people.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

The Catholic Menace

OK, now that I have your attention, some more thoughts on the new face of Evangelicalism in America and the world...

(Disclaimer for those who don't read the entire article: This is not an anti-Catholic post, though it is arguably anti-rich wealthy white Catholics in funny hats)

When I was growing up - in a little end-of-the-world us-four-no-more Pentecostal Church in South Louisiana - I lived and breathed a meta-narrative that was familiar to many of us that spent our early days in small Pentecostal churches in the late 80's and early 90's. With some variation, the theme was a post-tribulation, premillenial gaze at the future coming tribulation and rapture of the church, with an emphasis on the need to hunker down and wait for the end. Our particular flavor was decidedly unworldly, with an emphasis on avoiding politics and voting, a pacifist theology that resulted in conscientious objection for those drafted in Vietnam, a communitarian/agrarian ethic that emphasized working with the hands and led to such things as home-births, home meetings, and close friendships among many members, and an emphasis on humanitarianism that led to financial and physical support not just for missions, but for transients, the homeless, and the poor. We lived this life, however, in self-righteous assurance that we were destined for leadership (and apparently rather lonely) positions in the world to come - and we expected apocalypse at almost any moment... or at least the tribulation.

Regardless of the local flavor, this worldview was greatly influenced by an eschatology rooted in the infamous "The Late Great Planet Earth" and the paranoid ramblings of the anti-everything Jack Chick of Chick Publications and Chick Tracts fame. There were many evils in this world, including "Satanists" (a catch-all phrase for pagans, new-agers, followers of any native or aboriginal religions, Mormons, Jehovah's Witnesses, Halloween candy eaters, or generally Christians of other denominations), Television (Satan's window to our minds), Radio (except for certain NPR programs and the local Christian channels - as long as they weren't playing something modern like Carmen or Amy Grant), higher education (except for strictly non-liberal-artsy-fartsy tracks), sex (pretty much all of it, except for whatever mysterious things happened behind our parents closed doors and was only discussed with whispers and much glancing around) and politics (self-explanatory). One evil, however, overshadowed all the others... the CATHOLIC CHURCH. According to the books, pamphlets, comic books, and tracts we consumed, the Catholics were at the root of every problem, past and/or future, which the REAL church had to contend with. The papists were guilty of martyring the martyrs (we read the unabridged Foxe on the matter), creating non-pentecostal theology (we obviously believed what the apostles themselves believed... before it was perverted by Constantine), practicing Satanism, putting Jesuits in power of everything that was anything in the world, killing the Jews during the holocaust (Hitler was a "good Catholic" doing the pope's bidding in our world), planning the NWO that was going to bring the super-masculine and vengeful Jesus down on the world, and getting ready to kill or imprison or torture or all three anyone who refused the mark of the beast, the rule of the Pope, the New World Order, or the One World Church promised by extremely questionable readings of Revelation and Daniel. We were to avoid the entrapments of "The Whore of Babylon" at all costs, and stories circulated of local priests that laughed when told one's denomination, promising that we were indeed wayward children who would be ushered into the fold.

Anyone who knows me pretty well knows that I am no longer a cowering soul waiting in terror for my brothers and cousins to betray me to the one world police, my parents to be murdered before my eyes, hell's gates to open under me for noticing that girls have boobs, or for a Satan possessed world leader to arise promising - gasp! - peace (we were warned assiduously against peace... well, we were supposed to practice it, but not expect it or talk about it or rely upon it or attempt to get others to practice it because that was how you knew that the Anti-christ was almost here - people would start crying "peace and safety!") While I value the positive things I learned (and there were a lot) from my upbringing, I have changed considerably as a Christian, re-understanding my theology and re-claiming the socially conscious, peaceable, and Christological aspects of my cultural Christianity, and developing a new understanding of the meaning of Christianity, the use of its texts, and the value of its language when applied to political, societal, and cultural situations. This is one of the cases that arises from this re-thought, and I'm going to attempt to parse it out for you (and myself).

One thing that has occurred (and there are multiple reasons for this) in the recent political and religious spectrum is a sea-change in the way in which many modern Pentecostals and Evangelicals view Catholicism and it's role in the world. Some of the factors that play into this are obvious - such as the supplantation of Muslim's as the great evil,  not so obvious - for example the common fears regarding threats to religious boundaries and the rise of the atheist, agnostic, and "spiritual" amongst today's youth, or not obvious at all - such as the strong effort by the Vatican to bridge gaps and gloss over differences so as to appear non-threatening to the Protestants of the west. What is extremely surprising to me, however, is the very obvious way in which the Pentecostals I grew up with have chosen to not just change their views on Catholicism, but to actually embrace the most extreme, misogynistic, paternalist, patriarchal views that the Vatican has been able to think up in the last few hundred years. (Part of this is in my mind attributable to the fact that we are in 2012 with no apocalypse, but I digress.)

The support for Rick Santorum and Newt Gingrich in the Republican primaries is just the tip of the iceberg. Somehow, the leadership in the Pentecostal/Evangelical world and the leadership in the Catholic Church have managed to decide that - all past hostilities aside- it is more important to save 'Merica from independent women and the ever-present Moooooslum Menace than it is to retain any grasp whatsoever on the ideals in which they were birthed. In gradually being co-opted by the image of wealth, power, and vengeance held before them as ideals, our former watchdogs have been seduced by the very powers they stood against. The wealth of the Vatican, its worldly power, its corrupting influence on politics, its easy acceptance of almost any sin that doesn't involve sex or challenging wealthy white men in funny hats, and its penchant for war in the name of God are somehow becoming perfectly acceptable to those whose early idealistic self  would have rejected those things specifically because it came from a world and spiritual milieu  they detested. Instead of preaching humbleness, austerity, love, and peace, these neo-evangelicals preach war, worldly wealth, torture, hate, and vengeance. (And before anyone tells me they don't hate Muslims or Abortion doctors or women who use birth control, be aware that I am not stupid. Justifying killing someone is hate, railing against someone while red-raced and with spittle flying from your mouth is hateful, calling people slut and sand n****r is voicing hatred, and praying for the demise of those who share our creation is hatred incarnate.)

My point is simply this. The Catholic Church has never been the problem, nor is it worthwhile to rail against a religion that constitutes so much diversity inside its ranks. However, its leadership is as criminally moribund, as banally evil, and as self-righteously anti-Christ as any in the world. Unfortunately, those that hold power in the US and many other countries under Western influence are no better, and instead are participatory in the use of power to hold onto wealth, glory, and that self-same power in such a way that they have found themselves on the same side as this leadership. The separation that arises in Christiandom is not along Catholic and non-Catholic lines. No, the separation is between those who actually follow the words and ideals of Christ and those who see fit to twist and de-contextualize those words for their selfish interest. The vast majority of the leadership of the evangelical/Pentecostal world has brought into the form of Religion which seeks nothing less than complete and total temporal power... and will stop at nothing to get it.

The end result is a co-option of the independence of Christians to choose their own way into something that is looking more and more like the blind obedience demanded by those secular/religious powers the Protestants left behind during the reformation. If we were to use the language of John the Revelator, we might say that they have been seduced by the promise of "merchandise of gold, and silver, and precious stones, and of pearls, and fine linen, and purple, and silk, and scarlet, and all thine wood, and all manner vessels of ivory, and all manner vessels of most precious wood, and of brass, and iron, and marble, and cinnamon, and odours, and ointments, and frankincense, and wine, and oil, and fine flour, and wheat, and beasts, and sheep, and horses, and chariots, and slaves, and souls of men"... and the power and will to achieve those things, along with the temporal power that implies.

It is indeed time to "Come out of her," but not the Catholic church itself or any other specific organization. Instead , all need to come out from the web of power and Godless anti-Christianity which is boosting itself into fascistic authority around the world once again. If we are to call ourselves Christians, we must heed Christ. We - no matter our denomination or lack thereof - need to recognize that the current call for physical control of the very souls and hearts of the populace is in itself anti-Christ. Christ calls us to love everyone, lay hands of healing even upon those we disagree with religiously, feed the poor and needy - even to our own detriment, avoid vengeance, care deeply and pray for those who wrong us or ours, avoid political entanglements and autocratic religious organization, visit those in prison (hint: not to torture them), and to die for these ideals if called upon to do so - all while forgiving those who perpetrate harm upon us and our fellows. When we instead seek temporal power, wealth, "security," self-righteousness, idolatry (in disguise as patriotism), or war upon non-Christians as ideals, we fall into the seductive web created by secular religious power. The love of mammon is anti-Christ. Vengeance is anti-Christ, Hate for fellow humans is anti-Christ. War against temporal power is anti-Christ. Forced religiosity is anti-Christ. And - most of all - doing or promoting these things in the name of God is using his name in vain - abject blasphemy - and should be fled from at all costs.

Our war is without a doubt not against flesh and blood. It is against wickedness, and it can't be fought with a defense budget, a flag, a tea party, or a gun held tight in what will eventually be cold, dead fingers. Instead, it can only be fought in the way in which Christ fought it - with a prophetic voice calling out evil where it lives and speaking truth to the powerful... a voice that calls for justice, love, compassion, and mercy; and decries violence, mammon, and the imposition of values upon those who do not share them. This is a voice we all should have, and it is the voice for our times.

Maybe, for a minute, we should contemplate the words of Amos when he warned his compatriots not to bother worshiping in their holiest places...

Therefore, because you tread down the poor

And take grain taxes from him,
Though you have built houses of hewn stone,
Yet you shall not dwell in them;
You have planted pleasant vineyards,
But you shall not drink wine from them. 

For I know your manifold transgressions
And your mighty sins:
Afflicting the just and taking bribes;
Diverting the poor from justice at the gate. 
Therefore the prudent keep silent at that time,
For it is an evil time.
  
Seek good and not evil,
That you may live;
So the Lord God of hosts will be with you,
As you have spoken. 
Hate evil, love good;
Establish justice in the gate.
It may be that the Lord God of hosts
Will be gracious

and then ask ourselves why the rulers of our current system call for exactly the opposite - and most importantly, why our churches have become hot-beds of support for those who perpetuate the evil, and avoid the good.